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Thursday, July 31, 2008 ' 3:00 PM Y



HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YOU, DEARIE ♥
Surprise to see you pretty face in my post? Ha!
You must be thrilled that you're finally 18
& entered pub/club without any worry. Grins (:
Anyway, hope you enjoy yourself on this very special & memorable day.
Lastly, I love you my one & only dearie ♥
Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^^






' 8:18 AM Y

First of all, I wanna thank those who are with me when I'm having my hard time.
You guys are greatly appreciated!
Pardon me for not mentioning names (:
Didn't have a good sleep last night, woke up around 3am & never go back to sleep.
I just can't get to sleep.
Those who knows will knows (:
I'm totally moodless & baby is trying her best to cheer me up. Thanks!
She never failed to make me laugh.
Whenever I see her, I'll laugh :D
Thanks baby!
Called him early in the morning as I want clear everythings out with him.
I don't want to drag any further, I'm collasping soon T.T
&you know what
I asked him how he want to solve this & this is what he replied:'Don't know!'
Hell! He everything also don't know, what he want me to do!
Oh ya! Get to know something about his ex.
Seriously, I don't think she deserve this type of treatment.
It's really far too much luhs!
If she deserve this type of treatment then you?
Is it I gonna kill you?
Please luhs!
No matter what, you're still worse than her ok!
Ok, enough of her.
There's nothing I can do to help her but I hope nothing will happen to her.
God bless!
I'm really pissed by him cause the main purpose of calling him is to clarify things out but he keep telling me thing which are not related at all.
Hey, don't try to change topic ok!
I don't care if you're gonna die at the age of 24 but that doesn't give you the reason that you can do such thing to me.
Seriously, everytime you got so much excuses to give me.
I tell you, I'm really really sick of it!
I will never believe you ever again.
I really really can't bring myself to forgive you.
Although everyone do make mistakes but this time, you're far too much.
Since you dare to do this once to me, I believe there'll sure be twice & thrice & so on.
I never know when you'll drop me another big bomb.
Anyway, I just wish to clear everything soon.

P.S: Feelings is fading as time pass.
I no longer can believe you.
I never expect this will happen & caused this to end.
Anyway, just face the fact.
Time will heal my wound.
I don't need a fcuker like you to screw up my life!
I'll definitely find someone better than you & make you regret.






Tuesday, July 29, 2008 ' 6:23 PM Y

FUCK FUCK FUCK!

TELL ME IT ISN'T TRUE!

I'M REALLY LOSS AT WORDS NOW!

LEAVE ME ALONE.

DON'T COME NEAR ME AS I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I'LL DO.

THIS TIME, I WON'T BE FINE! T.T

IT'S REALLY BREAKS MY HEART. GOSH!

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT!






' 3:00 PM Y

Frankly speaking ..
These few days, many thought runs through my mind.
&many thing happens.
Suddenly I feel so lost & empty.
I know all along, I have my beloved friends & family around with me.
But I choose to keep everything to myself & I have my own reason for doing so.
Sorry for being so & seriously, I do treasure our friendship.
I don't wanna lose any one of you.
You all are far too important to me like my family, I swear.
You guy plays an important role in my life.
Without you all, I won't become what I am now.
You guy makes me understand what is life.
&many more ..
A BIG THANK YOU ALL OF YOU!
(Pardon me for not mentioning any names)
Last but not least, I understand something, which is ..
Life is fragile, treasure people around you.
Don't start to regret when you have lose them.

P.S: I feel so empty without you ):
I got so many things to tell you.

Like a needle in a haystack,
true friends are hard to find.
That's why I'm so thankful that I can call you mine.
Whenever I need a shoulder you're there to catch my tears.
You've kept my many secrets,
Throughout the past four years.
You've been there through my afflictions,
You've witnessed my defeats.
I'll remember all the good times,
And pray the bad ones don't repeat.
With you my heart is honest,
but there's one thing I never told you.
Thank you for everything you've done
There's no one else like you.
No one that could ever be a
true "best" friend like you!






Monday, July 28, 2008 ' 7:55 PM Y

Went to school as usual.
Nothing special happen today.
Was exhausted after PE as Mr Koh asked us to run one big round the carpark :S
Suddenly, my stomach feels so painful. Rofl `
Didn't really have mood for school today ):
But no matter how hard it is, I still have to control my emotions.
After school, walked to the bus-stop with baby.
Oh! Baby was feeling tired too as she don't have enough sleep. Poor baby!
Quickly went back home & bathed then go to Housing Board to help uncle do some thing.
But the stupid in-charge asked me to state down the reason but I don't know so bring back the form.
Bus-ed back to ah ma's house.
Actually don't intend to go her house today but I need to pass uncle something so have to go.
CRN CA is coming in 3 days' time.
Oh gosh! I only memorise abit.
There are 4 chapters to memorise. Rofl `
Hopefully everyone will pass with flying colours (:
Ok! Came across someone's blog today & I realised something.
I'm sorry for being so, I have my reasons behind it.
I'm glad that we had clarify everything clearly just now & now everything is fine ^^
Don't worry, I never forget that you told me this:"No matter what, I'll always be here for you."
Thank girl! You're greatly appreciated!
Hopefully the JOLENE you once know will be back soon.
Give me time ok?
I just wish to be alone some time (:

Every night ...
I cried myself to bed
Every night ...
I'm missing you
Every night ...
I'm loving you
Every night ...
I miss your sweetest kiss
Every night ...
I miss your wamest hug
Every night ...
I miss your lovely smile
Every night ...
I miss your cutest face
Every night ...
I wish you're right here by my side
Boy, I missed you far too much
Nothing can describe how I feels
I really need you badly
Boy, tell me all these is a dream!
I love you ♥






Sunday, July 27, 2008 ' 2:36 PM Y

Meet up with caroline bestie @ amk then bus-ed down to centrepoint to find joanna marmiie.
It had been a while since I last saw her (:
Chatted with her for awhile &off to cineleisure to have our lunch + dinner. Ha!
Had our meal @ Kobayashi.
Aftermath, walked around &slacked @ level 6 while waiting for baby & co. to come.
&we waited for hours. Ha! :D
Suddenly I'm craving for cheese cake &so, I asked bestie if she wanna have it.
&we went to Gloria Jeans Coffee to have a piece of Blueberry Cheese Cake. Weet ~
When we're about to finished, I called baby &asked where is she as I have to rush back home to buy dinner for sis.
She told me to give her 15mins &she'll reached.
Ha! Alright, I'll wait for you.
&finally she reached with sufen & co. & we chatted awhile then &off we go.
Sorry baby, didn't get to take pictures with you ):
Take again next time ok?
Anyway, we have plenty of time & chance right?
Cause we're in the same class. Hahas :D
Train-ed back home &quickly rushed to mac to buy chicken burger for sis.
Saw yuen chung, ken, yushi & co. outside the mac too.
Didn't really get to say hi to them as I'm rushing for time :X
Aftermath, walked as fast as I could to reach back home.
Or else, sis gonna be starve to death. Ha!
Finally I get home &bro is still not home yet.
Alright, overall I had a fun time with bestie tonight.
Bestie, thanks for the night.
It's greatly appreciated :D
See you on wednesday. Loves *






Saturday, July 26, 2008 ' 12:36 PM Y

Due to some stuff in school & i need to rushed back home after school.
Prepared & off to meet my two girl - Sherlynn & Caroline.
Went back to our former school to collect our testimonial.
After which, Caroline went for her class.
While Sherlynn accompany me home to put my testimonial before head-ing down to Far East Plaza.
Walked around FEP to shop for something but nothing caught my eyes ):
After which, we walked to Tangs &still, nothing caught my eyes. Ha!
Decided to head over to Takashimaya.
Walked around & I called my lil' candy & see if he wanna meet me up.
Ha! So coincidence that he's working in town today.
&he say he'll meet us after 5pm. Yeah!
So we waited for him @ Takashimaya :D
While waiting, Sherlynn say she want to eat but don't know what to eat -.-
In the end, had ice-cream while waiting for him.
Know what, he walked pass us but he can't recognise me. LOLs!
In the end, we went up to approach him.
Walked around before deciding where to go.
Went to a so-called-cafe but I forget what's the name :X
Even since we stepped into the cafe, we were giggling non-stop.
If you were there, you'll know why we giggle non-stop :D
Candy say the cake wasn't nice & he's forcing himself to swallow it down. Ha!
So funny luhs!
Accompany him to Cineleisure to buy movie tickets for his colleagues.
Aftermath, walked with him to the carpark &off we go.
Actually he wanted to send me home but I promise Sherlynn that I'll accompany her to wait for her friend so I asked candy to leave first.
Suddenly, I received a text from boy.
I didn't replied but called him back.
Talked & talked, in the end he asked me to meet him for dinner.
So left Sherlynn alone to wait for her friend &off I went to meet him.
Had dinner @ the market.
Aftermath, bring him over to my place.
He say he wanted to borrow some shows back to camp.
So in the end, he borrow two shows (:
Suddenly, sis came home & he gave me those look. Ha!
In the end, he say he got to leave @ 10.15pm cause he's meeting his friend.
So send him down &off he go.
Quickly went home to prepare &off to meet dearie @ amk mrt station.
&train-ed down to meet her friend, Lincoln.
Meet up with yingying too (:
It had been a long time since I last saw her.
Miss her so much.
Girl, must meet up more often ok? Loves *
To my surprise, saw ah seng & co. there too.
Don't know what got into me, didn't drink a single cup.
But overall, it's still alright as there's ah seng & co. to entertain us. Ha!
End the night @ 3plus & cab-ed home.
I never failed to enjoy whenever dearie is with me (:
Dearie, don't be stress alright?
I'm always here to lend you a lsitening ears (:
Take care, see you soon. Loves ♥






Although the time we spent is short
but I treasure every sec & moments when we're together (:
Seriously, I can't get you off my mind.
I wanted to step out from this misery but I just can't do it.
I miss you even more ):
Oh gosh! Tell me all these is just a dream!






Thursday, July 24, 2008 ' 8:28 AM Y

First of all, I wanna say thanks to Sherlynn for being there with me when everything is over.
Thank sister (:
Although it's all over now but ...
Seriously, he's still in my mind.
I just can't get him off my mind yet.
Actually all along, I know that I'm just a replacement of her.
But I just kept everything to myself.
As I believe that I could help him to forget about her slowly.
But it seems like I'm wrong.
He had been dreaming & having flashback about her every night.
I know nothing at all as he choose to keep everything to himself.
That's what I dislike about him ):
He don't want to walked out from his previous r/s so no matter what I did also no use.
I had done my part as a girlfriend.
I really don't know what else can I do.
If I really want to betray him, I won't agree to be with him in the first place.
Cause I know the consequences of betraying him.
&i know the feelings of being betray by someone you love.
There'll be retribution so NEVER EVER betray someone you love/love you.

Here's the conversation between me & him for yesterday (:
me: hmmm .. Are you my boyfriend?
him: you say yes den yes, no den no. Cos i dunno how to trust in r/s
him: Think the who is woo u wat.
me: NO! All along, he's woo-ing after caijing. I'm NOT his target. I already told you alot of times. why you just can't believe me?
him: Cos this is wat happen to my last r/s totally the same
me: But he's really not going after me, i swear. Is this the one which cause you dono how to trust in r/s?
him: i dunno
me: But seriously, he's NOT woo-ing me & he's not the type of guy I like. I want no others except you. Seriously, I want our r/s to last. I believe we can do it.
him: (no reply)
me: Hmmm .. You willing to give both of us a chance to try it out? I know you sure have fear from the previous r/s but you have to walked out from it. If not, no matter what I do also won't change anything. Seriously, do you treat me as your girlfriend?
him: Walk out? How to things so similar how to?
me: What I mean is .. You got to walked out from the previous r/s. If not, no matter what I do also no use. You really need to walked out from it. I know it's hard but you must try. It takes to hands to clap. All you need is time. I believe you can do it.
him: (no reply)
me: Seriously, are you willing to walked out from it? I know action speaks louder than words.
him: U think wan den wan? U think wan computer wan delete can delete
me: I know can't say want walked out then straight away walked out. it takes time. but if you keep staying on the same spot & don't wanna move on then you won't be able to walked out no matter how long it takes. Let me be the one who bring you out of it hao ma? If you don't try, you won't know.
him: (no reply)
me: Seriously, I & her is two DIFFERENT matter. She betrayed you but I didn't. It's really unfair to me. If I really want to betray you, I won't agree to be with you in the first place. I know the consquences of betraying you. So don't put the two matters together ok?
him: Ppl is different situation same.
me: But he's not woo-ing me, situation where the same?
him: i jus dunno k. I dun deny tat i being dreamin or havin flashback every night
me: I understand how you feels. I have experience that before. But if you tell yourself that you want to forget, you can de. All you need is time & determination.
him: (no reply)
me: I didn't know that you've been dreaming & having flashback every night. But let's give each other a chance ok? Seriously, I don't want to end our r/s just like that.
him: (no reply)
me: Can I ask what flashback do you have on every night?
him: Abt my x can
me: can. Do you still treat me as your girlfriend & do you still have feelings for me? Or all along, I'm just a replacement of her?
him: Stop forcin me le la! No mood now bye
me: I'm sorry if you think I'm forcing you. But I'm not forcing you, I just want you to face the reality. I know you're feeling terrible & I ain't feeling good too.
him: (no more reply)
P.S: That's the end of our conversation.






Tuesday, July 22, 2008 ' 3:05 PM Y

IT'S ALL OVER!

For the time being, I won't be updating my blog.
Mood wasn't that good like the past.
Sorry for any incovenience caused.
Hopefully I'll be back soon.
All I need is TIME.
Time will heal everythings :)






' 3:00 PM Y



My forlorn heart still flutters-
as it still remains in one piece;
awaiting your arrival to captivate it
and love me the way I love you.

The profound feelings I encompass
for you (a person with such a beautiful soul),
are complicating my every thought, my every wish,
as they continue to grow stronger than ever before.

Constantly being told to let the feelings dissolve-
by those who I confide in, is becoming too much to take.
I've tried so hard to let things fade in the past,
but have found out that it doesn't last long.

Letting these feelings fade away will break my heart,
for the thought of you would no longer linger in my mind.
I refuse to let this happen to me,
so I will continue to hold on to these genuine feelings.

HAPPY 1 MONTH TO MR.BOY ♥






Monday, July 21, 2008 ' 7:13 PM Y

Nothing much to blog for today.
Lessons was still alright.
Rain was raining heavily & lucky baby brought umbrella (:
Shared with her & go walked around Junction 8.
Bought her a bottle of candies & a packet of cookies.
Hope she liked it :D
Oh ya! Baby was laughing like mad person today.
&she influence me. LMAO!
Baby, stop laughing to yourself le luhs.
Enough of it ok! Ha!
Alright, back to my show ^^

p.s: i miss my mr.boy ):






Saturday, July 19, 2008 ' 8:56 PM Y









Few weeks ago, get to meet up with wiwi daughter.
Accompany her to buy her clothes for her work.
See, I'm so nice to accompany you ok.
So don't say I'm heartless never meet you up. Ha! :D
But I'm sorry that I kinda spoilt mood that day.
Cause something had happen. (wiwi, you should know what I mean right?)
Train-ed back to amk to have dinner @ mac.
Aftermath, saw yongjin, steven & a girl there.
So joined them for a chat.
About 11plus, we both left as wiwi need to catch the last bus back to her boyfriend's house.
Afterall, we both have a great day out (:

Suppose to meet bestie today but something crops up so cancelled.
Stayed @ home the whole day.
Lying on the sofa listening to a song called 'Better In Time' .
&many thoughts run through my mind & tears start to flow out from my eyes.
Yes, I admit that he's on my mind all the time.
I simply can't get him off my mind.
Everytime I told myself that I could stand strong w/o him but I just can't ):
The feelings is so terrible & I'm bleeding inside.
I don't want this to go on.
I want back the life which I used to have.
Carefree without any worries (:
Hopefully things will get better in time.
Know what ... He called me just now. Woots ~
It was like finally luhs.
After two whole weeks!
But we don't seems to have any topic to talk about.
But I'm glad that I get to talk to him & hear his voice =]
Oh gosh!
Boy is sick & he don't want to go & see a doctor. Rofl `
Hope he'll recover soon (:
Alright, got to prepare & go home soon.
Bye! Goodnight everyone ^^






Thursday, July 17, 2008 ' 3:00 PM Y

Met up with cheryl jie @ toa payoh yesterday.
Finally I get to know what she's gonna tell me today.
&know what ...
After she had told me what her intention of meeting me today, I feel so cheated by her.
Oh gosh! I just can't take it at that moment luhs.
She should know what I'm talking about :X
Ok! Aftermath, went to meet her up her friend.
&her friend, aaron, bring me around their company to see their products & etc ...
Then we went to mac & chill.
&he told me alot of things regarding their company.
Frankly speaking, nothing interest me >.<
But I get to know quite a few things (:
&yes, I understand that we must set a goal for ourselves & acheive it.
Without a goal, you won't know what you want in life.
Is like so lifeless luhs. Ha!
Then another friend of her came over to talk to me.
&he told me about his personal life.
Woah! I really envious him man.
At such a young age, already owe a car.
&i swear he's really rich. Ha!
Jie, work hard for it ah. Don't let him slip away. LOLs! :D
Stayed there till 7plus & train-ed back to amk to meet xiao yi & sis.
Went to Fairprice to help xiao yi see if there's champange grapes.
&i waited quite some time for them.
So boring luhs :X
Aftermath, walked back to ah ma's house.
Hasn't been going ah ma's house for 3 days. Ha!
I'm so tired & I fall alseep before going back home. Yawns!
Alright, back to my lesson now. Bye!

P.S: Something funny happen yesterday in school & also after school.
baby, you should know what I'm saying right? Ha!
&baby say she will come school everyday as there's a motivator in our school that makes her come to school. LMAO!






Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ' 4:00 PM Y

After so long ...
Finally I get to talk to him on the phone for such a 'long time'.
Although it's just a 45 minutes talk.
Perhaps you guys will think is kinda short.
But to me ... It's really LONG!
Those who knows will understand why I say so ):
It wasn't easy for me to get to talk to him.
Everytime I called him, I will only get to talk to him for less than 30 seconds?!
It's kinda pathetic luhs!
I don't want a life like this & I don't wanna be treated in this way.
But he just wanted to treat me like this. Rofl `
Actually I had made up my mind long ago ...
Which is to say goodbye to him.
I know the hardest thing in this world is to say goodbye.
But it seems like he's the one who made me do so.
Perhaps, I ain't the girl who he wanted to spend the whole life with.
Face the truth man! >.<
It's really hurting me inside.
Boy, please!
Let me go alright?
I don't think I'll be able to take it anymore.
I have tried several ways to salvage this r/s but ...
Now, I feel so drained ):
If you really want to save this r/s, please prove it to me!
I don't want any empty promises.
I already given you enough chances.
No more chance will be given as I see no point of doing so.
It wasn't easy for me to made up my mind.
I have been thinking all this while.
I hate to let you go.
You makes me fall in love with you so deeply
&now, you're also the one who makes me fall so deeply down.
I ain't a toy, I'm a human being.
Please get this crystal clear into your head.
All along, I had this strong feelings.
Which is ...
I'm just a replacement of HER!
If so, I'm sad to say that I have to go.
No one wants to be the replacement of anyone.
I know that it's ain't easy for you to put down.
But you have to do so & move on with your life.
If not, you'll forever staying on the same spot & nothing gonna change.
Yes, I know she hurt you extremely deep.
But can you please spare a thought for me?
Her is her & me is me.
We both are two DIFFERENT PERSON!
You can't treat me the way she treats you.
Cause I don't deserve such treatment at all.
Perhaps you treat me as a replacement of her to revenge on.
Please! If so, please fuck off from my life.
I don't need it & I ain't the one who deserve all these treatments.
I'll give you time to think through it.
&tell me when you really knows what you want right now.
I had enough all this while.
All I can do now is wait for his answer.
I know that I shouldn't give him too much time cause I'm the one suffering & not him.
So, I'll just give him 3 days to think through it.
Hopefully things won't turn out that bad (:

P.S: A big thank to those who are with me all this while.
You guys are really a great friend of mine.
I promise that the jolene you know in the past will be back soon ok? (:
Just give me some time.
Loves ♥






Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ' 3:00 PM Y

No one knows what I'm feeling
My heart is pounding
I'm full of sadness and rage
I need someone to please let me out of this cage
I have seen so much and felt so much pain
But no one knows what I feel
I do not tell my hardest ties
Hold my hand and look me in the eyes
Take me back when there were no worries or whys
I miss the free flying
I miss letting my hair down and running around
Someone help me up and take me away from here
I'm ready to be on my way
Let me close my eyes and fade with the day
I hurt deep down inside
So many mixed emotions
Take me by the hand and walk me with me by the ocean
Help me
I'm falling into the hole
I'm scared I don't want to lose my soul
The lights are dimming
Your voice is growing faint
I want to say I love you
I will miss you so
Hold me close and whisper in my ear
Tell me you love me
I will always be near






' 8:32 AM Y

Met up with marmiie at night although it's just a few hours.
But I enjoyed the time with her.
Accompany her to buy her working clothes.
Ended up, she got herself a pair of so-called-sandals, fake eyelashes & a black top for work (:
Aftermath, went to starbucks coffee to chill.
Terence came over to find us.
Left @ around 10pm & bus-ed back home.
I feel so sleepy when I'm on the way home. Yawns! :S

Marmiie, thanks for cheering me up tonight
I'm sorry that I don't really have the mood yesterday ):
But I really enjoyed the time with you
You never failed to make me put on a smile on my face
Hopefully everythings will be fine for me
Although things ain't going the way I want it to be
Anyway, l love you marmiie ♥






Monday, July 14, 2008 ' 12:20 PM Y

Ha! I'm here to update my blog (:
Finally I get to meet up with some of my cliques on friday.
Have dinner with Sherlynn before meeting kewei dearie & adelson.
Before they arrived, Sherlynn left first.
Accompany both of them to have dinner @ food court.
Aftermath, Cai Jing & Daniel came down to amk to find us.
Send adelson to the bus-stop before meeting them.
Went up to the cinema to find Cai Jing & Daniel.
They catching a movie but we didn't joined them.
&we're thinking of where to go.
Wanted to meet Mr.Uncle but he say he's tired so drop the idea of meeting him.
Went to Woodlands to find other friend.
Left @ 10plus &home sweet home (:
This friday is kinda a boring day! >.<

Went to Sakura with family & co. on saturday.
We need to wait quite some time as we didn't have any booking :X
So, xiao yi & co. went Ya Kun to have breads & coffee while waiting for our turn.
Finally, we can go in ^^
Each of us takes turn to get the foods.
Sat there till around 9plus & went over to find Christine cousin awhile before heading home.
Overall, the dinner was still alright.
&last but not least, I love family gathering! :D






Saturday, July 12, 2008 ' 1:18 AM Y

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAMINI (:

Whoohoo ` Finally it's FRIDAY today!
Times passed really fast & 5 days of school had gone.
&i can't wait for my weekends.
Lack of sleep these few days &i gonna get it back during my weekends. Grins :D
Don't know if I'm meeting up with Cai Jing later.
Shall see how things goes (:
I miss my cliques ...
Kewei, Joanna, Jowenn, Caroline, Sherlynn, Cai Jing, Regina & so on ...
There's so many to list out. Ha!
But no worry baby, I miss you too. Ha!
Alright, back to my lesson now. Bye!






Thursday, July 10, 2008 ' 6:11 PM Y

♥ 11 months of baby's love &still counting on ...

































Today's lesson is kinda bored.
I fall asleep during lesson >.<
&i'm being woken up by the teacher.
Damn it! I'm super tired luhs :P
I want back my beauty sleep.
Walked back with Dhyl & Joanna Twinnie.
&i saw shadow in the bus interchange.
Chit-chat with him for awhile &headed back home.
&now, I'm back @ home.
Oh ya! Got to do my OFC project now.
Need to hand in by next week :X
Update when I have the time (:






' 8:24 AM Y

At last ... I made up my mind & ended everythings.
I can no longer stand the way he treat me.
He rather go entertain his friends than text/call me.
What he treat me as?
Why do I come across such a person like him? >.<
Sorry, blame it on me!
I really hate to let go but it seems like you're the one who makes me give up ):
Anyway, I guess you'll find your happiness soon.
I ain't the girl you wanted for life.
Goodbye, my love ♥






Tuesday, July 08, 2008 ' 3:00 PM Y

I hope things will get better in time (:
I'm really sick of it &i think I'll collaspe soon.
I don't wanna let go but if I really have to, I will ...
I won't regret as I had already done my part.
&i remember brandon's mum told me this ...
You just lost someone who don't love you but he had lost someone who love him.'
&so, this is what keeps me going w/o clinging on (:
I find it so meaningful & true.
I shouldn't shed any tears for him anymore.
I'm here crying &yet he's out there happily enjoying.
So, why must I make my life so miserable & let him screw up my life?
I should prove to him that w/o him, I can live better (:
Perhaps for the time being, I need time to get over it.
Give me time to forget alright?
Yes, I believe I can do it! :D
Anyway, thanks those who are there with me when the time I felt so helpless.
&give me all those meaningful advices.
You guys are greatly appreciated & loved ♥






' 12:46 AM Y

Woah! 3 weeks had passed & I'm back in school :D
Overall, these 3 weeks is being spend equally with my friends & family.
Alright, have to get my mood back for school.
Just endure for a few months & everythings will over (:
Ok, back to my lesson now.
Blog again when I got the time + chance ^^

- CONTINUE ON -

I'm back from school, wanted to rest but can't.
Got to rush on OFC & OSA Project >.<
Lucky I had done almost 7 pages now.
Send Yani those I had done, the rest shall see how (:
Alright, got to continue my project le.
Update when I have the time.






Friday, July 04, 2008 ' 7:26 PM Y

Hello people! I'm back to update.
I won't let my blog go dead, remember?
For these past 3 weeks, lots of good & bad things happen.
But overall, we still have to learn to face it bravely (:
Don't worry, I'm feeling much better now.
Let me briefly update what had been happening during the past few days.
Bought a so-called-cake for sis from emicakes.
This is the 1st time she received such cake on her b'day.
I guess she'll always remember it (:
Hope she did enjoy herself on this special day of hers.
&thanks caroline for accompanying me these few days ^^
Oh ya! School reopen in less than 3 days' time. sians :X
But I rather school starts early than ...
Anyway, I'll be fine soon :D



































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