people, i'm back ! sorry for not updating for some time as i'm currently busy with my O'level art. it's really damn tough as i still have so many pre work to do. ARGH ! it gonna drive me crazy soon )): stayed back in school with them till 6plus. this is the 1st time i stayed in school till so late, just to do my art. oh man ! but it's ok, it's worth doing so. hahas :D these few weeks, had been busy with school exams & some other stuffs so hardly had time to meet you guys up. really feel sorry about it. i promise that once O's finish, i'll meet you guys up ya ? hmmm ` thanks for your accompany these few days. without you, really feel damn boring @ home. LOLs =P things is getting better. so happy :D thanks those people for your concern. don't worry ya ? i'm fine (: O'level is getting nearer & nearer, we left hardly 1month. oh gosh, really have to buck up now =X i'll try to meet xiaolaoshu up soon & ask her to teach me physic. so sweet of her that she say she want to teach me physic. hees ! thank love ! let's pass our O's together with flying colours k ? good luck to you, my love ♥
To him: boy, you really light up my life. these 1month plus, you had given me so much laughters & joys. those beautiful memories are so sweet (: so happy that you're always there for me when i need you. you always give in to me & dote on me so much. really appreciate it :D i'm sorry that sometime i give you those fcuking attitude but you still treat me so well. feel so guilty. )): sorry boy. i promise that i won't give you attitude anymore. frankly speaking, you're already part of my life. someone who i can't afford to lost. although sometime i cannot stand the way you do but still, i will bear with it (: i really want to say a BIG THANK TO YOU ! without you, my life won't be so colourful. i want everythings to stay this way, is it possible ? let's just pray real hard for it to come true :D i enjoy every moments with you (:
Saturday, September 22, 2007 ' 3:01 PM Y
My O'level Art Piece ♥
Yoke Hoon's Art Piece ♥
Brason's Art Piece ♥
Me & Sis ♥
My Beloved Dad & Mum ♥ so loving right ?
Guess who's finger is that ?
Tuesday, September 18, 2007 ' 5:02 AM Y
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REBECCA ♥
HOORAYS ! finally prelims are over. but it's not something which can be celebrate de as O'level is coming next =X but anyway, glad that prelims are over & at least we can take some break. hees (: looking forward to O'level which is on 18th October. good luck to everyone of you who is taking O'level this year. kambate !
hmmm ` kinda have some time today so came over to granny's hse to update some stuffs. #13th - mum & dad off today so i'll be going back home straight right after my papers. hmmm ` kinda moody for the past few days. went back home straight after school. went to unpack & everythings. didn't went to have breakfast with them. sorry ! sitting alone on my bed, listening to those sentimental songs which i love so much. the moment i listen, my tears started to roll down from my eyes. i really don't know what got into me. i wish that i could stop shedding any more tears. i'm really tired of all these but i can't help but to breakdown & cry )): my mind was thinking of you &all the times we shared. i really wished that times could turn back & nothing will changed. i know that it's impossible for this to happen but i just hope that you will stay as what you used to be (: i really really missed those happy times & the things we do together. start to think of all these, my tears just started to drop again )): I WANT EVERYTHINGS TO STAYS ! there's something i need to say to my mum :" sorry, mum. i shouldn't have let you see me cry & make you sad. but sometime crying out is the best way for me to release my pains )): anyway, thanks for being there for me, my dearest mum (: " he came over to my place in the afternoon. came over to my place & study ((: didn't went to granny's hse for dinner & we went to kfc to have our dinner. it had been some time since i last have kfc. saw some of our school pupils @ there too. stayed there till about 8plus, headed to the mac which is @ the park there. went to buy two macflurry, one for him & the other for myself ((: sat @ the bus-stop & have a lil' heart-to-heart chat. love heart-to-heart chat as it will let me know him better (: chatted with him till about 10pm & he headed back home. thanks for your accompany today. i'm feeling much better after seeing him :D
#14th - went back home straight away after my papers as i'm meeting him later. thought that i would meet him early but ... in the end, rot @ home for the whole afternoon. one thing i must admit is that, it's really kinda bored to stay @ home alone =X waited for him as he need to go polyclinic in the afternoon for his appointment. meet him @ the bus-stop which is near kfc. took bus 13 to bishan first as he wanna see shoes. stayed @ there not long &headed to bugis ((: saw jiahui & guy when we're about to cross the road. long time no see her wors. hees ~ went around to see if any clothes or accessories could caught my eyes. oh ya, not forgetting to look for YH's b'day pre. went to look for his skinny jeans first. but still, nothing caught his eyes. went to 2nd level as the weather is really hot & both of us can't stand the heat. LOL saw rebecca, yinghui & a guy. it's had been some time since i last saw them ((: girl, i'll remember what i had promised you. i'll meet you up after my O'level ya ? must wait for me ok ? LMAO ! hmmm ` saw vionna @ there too. she was working @ a optical shop. chatted with her for awhile as he's waiting for me. shop around 2nd level but still, nothing caught my eyes =X went down to the 1st level, bought two tees. hahas ! perhaps giving one to YH as her b'day pre ((: saw siman &co @ bugis street too. went to spade to search for his skinny jeans but it's abit too ex. it was like $60+ for one skinny jeans ?! in the end, he did not buy as it's over his budget. hees ! hmmm ` didn't really buy anything today. sians ! guess what ?! saw xiaojess & winnie when we're about to cross the road. i miss my honey baby ! chatted with her for awhile & she asked us if we wanna go BK together for dinner. we didn't went as i don't really quite like BK. hees :D was thinking of what to eat for dinner & suddenly, he say he wanna go queensway to buy his sneakers. so off we headed to queensway ((: the journey was still alright but i feel kinda sleepy as i didn't really have a good sleep last night. went around to see his sneakers & we went to a shop, sad to say that the shoes is out of size so we have no choice but to go to the other shop. thank god, have his size there & at last, he bought the sneakers which he desired for long. hahas ! after buying, went down to have our dinner. he say that the laksa & curry chicken rice taste nice @ queensway shopping centre so have a try ((: hmmm ` it's really nice although the share is not that big. after eating, walked around to see if there's anything more to buy. &still, nothing to buy ((: slacked outside for awhile before heading home. took bus 855 back to his place first. waited for him @ his house downstairs while he go up to put his things. chatted with him for quite some time. leave his place @ about 11pm. he accompany me to the bus-stop. took bus 163 back home. on the way back, received a call from him saying that i took the worng bus so i quickly alight @ the next stop & walked all the way back to the main road. actually wanted to take bus home but the bus-stop is kinda fast so took cab home. he say he wanna help me pay the fares but i refused. it's okays, boy ((: finally, i get home in less than 10mins. when i get home, mum told me that granny asked bro to pack some food home for me & my sis. it had been some time since i ate the foods which my granny cooked. kinda missed her cooking ((: after eating, craving for more. sis didn't get to eat as i & bro had finished it up. anyway, guess she's full as she had her dinner outside with her friends ((: off to bed @ 12plus. i enjoyed myself today & thanks for making me smile ((:
#16th - wake up kinda early & mum asked me if i wanna go bugis with her later. i agreed as i know that i can buy the things i want when i'm out with my family (: dad brought bro to the barber to have a hair-cut. shi jie came over to my place quite early as he & my bro agreed to play bball together but due to the bad weather, dad asked them to postpone to night or so. they felt kinda disappointed )): wanted to rot for awhile before going to prepare but sis asked me to iron my clothes. ironing clothes is really tiring & worse still is that, sis asked me to help bro to iron his school uniform too. ARGH ! it's gonna kill me =X but still, i help him to iron his school uniform although i did not finish all. at least i did do my part k ? leave house @ about 12+ & took train to bugis. went to temple & pray first & went to the restaurant to have our lunch. it's our first time eating @ that place. one thing i must say about the restaurant is that, their service is NOT that good. giving us those faces as if we owe them anything. frankly speaking, the foods is quite ok ((: after eating, went to shop around OG as mum wanna buy some stuffs. wanted to buy a wallet but sis say it's not nice so didn't buy )): leave bugis @ about 4plus as shi jie need to go home & prepare for dinner. kinda disappointed & sad )): reached home not long & went to prepare to go out again. went to find gan ma as it's had been about 2months since i last vist her. reached there @ about 7pm, it's started to rain =X chatted with her for awhile & leave the place @ about 8pm as the rain is getting bigger so she asked me faster go home. reached amk @ about 8+ & went to buy the vcd called "SECRET" & "A LITRE OF TEARS". quickly headed back home to watch the show. weets ~ abit regret that i didn't buy the wallet )): day was quite alright today ((:
Thursday, September 13, 2007 ' 5:17 AM Y
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO YOKE HOON'S ♥
having POA P2 today. frankly speaking, i did study for this paper but whenever i get the question paper, my mind gone blank. oh gosh man ! i really don't know what got into me ? struggling @ the first question for quite a long time & finally, i decided to give up & try other question instead. but still, i didn't even know how to do the other question ): actually i did remember how the workings will be like but whenever i wanted to start writing, i totally forget what to write man. die le lars ! guess i gonna failed this paper le ): damn it ! still got 3 more papers to go & two more days to go. jiayou ! hmmm ` 10th Oct will be the last day of school & our O's starts @ 18th Oct. the time that we had left is really damn short. it's like 1month plus left ?! oh gosh, times passed really fast. anyway, good luck to everyone who is taking O'level.
mood was much better compare to last few days. thanks for all the concern from you guys (: i'm alright, don't worry about me. i know that i'll feel much better when i say out but sometimes i think that i should solve this by myself & i don't want add to your burden. anyway, really appreciate it. yesterday get to chat with him on the phone. although it's just a short lil' chat but still i'm happy (: don't know why whenever i chat with him, i feel so relieved & all my sadness will be gone. but frankly speaking, he's someone who can makes my day ends with a smile. i'm really glad that he's there when i need him (: really wanna say a BIG THANK to him for always giving in to me & cheer me up whenever i'm sad. i'm sorry for giving you attitude & always want you to give in to me. despite all the things i have done, you still keep your promise of doting me. really appreciate it :D THANK BOY !
P.S: thanks jowenn & belle for the concern. i'm alright (:
Wednesday, September 12, 2007 ' 5:10 AM Y
having combined humanities (Geography Paper 2) & chemistry paper 3 today. geography papers was not so difficult except the map-reading but as for the chemistry papers, it was damn freaking difficult can ?! cause me to have so many question marks on my head. ARGH ! it's really damn freaking hard ! but frankly speaking, I don't really like chemistry but for the sake of O's, I die die also must study for it. jiayou ! last paper end @ 11.30am & all of us heading back home. me, yokehoon, wanling & munyin walked together to the bus-stop. yokehoon went to find her mum & WL & MY heading to the post office as WL wanna post some stuffs. &me, heading back home. weets ~ feeling quite tired but gotta study for tomorrow's papers, which is POA Paper 2. hmmm ` if I really study, think i will pass bahs. hees :D good luck to everyone for tomorrow's papers. oh ya, tomorrow is yokehoon's b'day. still thinking of what to buy for her, think gonna get her something which she can use for graduation night or her favourite ?!
#10th - early in the morning, mood was freaking bad. don't know what really got into me. hais ! went to school as we're having maths P1 & art paper. i was totally silent when the moment i reached school. don't really feel like talking. just then, elsie try talking to me & asked if i'm alright. i just smiled @ her (: &kamini talked to me & asked me what had happened. i'm thinking of should i just keep it to myself or tell her what had happened. i know that it's bad to keep things to yourself & should find someone to talks to. but i'm really CONFUSED & STRESSED ! but still, i told her what exactly had happened & she told me not to think so much & i should try to forget. thanks for the piece of advice. i also wish to forget but things ain't going the way i want it to be. everythings just happen too sudden & i'm totally unprepared for it. i find it's too difficult to accept it right now. why everytime when things is going smoothly & all of a sudden, things change just like that ? i don't want this to happen, i had tried my best to make everythings stays but ... i want to forget but i just can't stop thinking about all the beautiful memories & times that we shared ): maybe i shouldn't have know you & things won't be like this. but i'm glad that i know you & you makes my life filled with laughters & joys. whenever you're around, i feel so secure & there's always a smile on my face. i enjoyed the times when you're beside me. i want this to stays but is it possible ? maybe everythings just stays for awhile & when it's time, it will be gone. but thanks for the lil' memories & happy times that you had given me. i'll always keep it deep in my heart. no matter what happen, i will try my best to stay strong & carry on with my life. i promise to study hard & strive all the best for O's :D
' 5:08 AM Y
These are the pictures that we taken during Teacher's Day ♥ A BIG THANK TO KAMINI FOR THE PICTURES (:
Sunday, September 09, 2007 ' 3:34 AM Y
tomorrow is Brenda's B'day. but we'll be having bbq today @ East Coast Park to celebrate her b'day. guess it's gonna be fun & unforgettable :D hmmm ` pray hard that it won't rain or else the bbq will be cancel. HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY EARLY IN ADVANCE TO BRENDA ♥
next wednesday is Yoke Hoon's B'day. don't know how she going to celebrate. hmmm ` still thinking of what to buy for her. anyway, wish her HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO HER ♥ finally she turns 17 le. hahas xD hope that she will have an unforgettable b'day this year.
hmmm ` these few days mood suddenly starts to feel quite low. don't know why i would feel that way. thinking that maybe i'm wrong in the 1st place. i shouldn't think that way as it will only hurt me more. i know that it's impossible for that to happen but i just hope that eveythings will stays as it is. even if it's a dream, i wish that i will never wake up & continue sleeping. it may be my wishful thinking but i just don't care so much. but the thing which i can't deny is that, he's really nice to me. even my ex didn't treat me the way of how he treated me. really appreciate all the things he had done :D once again, thanks boy ♥
got to go, will post the pictures which we taken during Teacher's Day celebration. take care peeps :D loves & misses ♥
Saturday, September 08, 2007 ' 11:29 AM Y
had not been updating for some days. kinda miss my blog. hahas ! especially the song. i damn love it man :D don't know why nowsdays i damn love to listen to those sentimental songs. but all these songs will make me sad & start to think about the past. hais ): but i told myself that i won't let this affect my life. i will stay strong no matter what ! life still have to go on, forget about the past & look forward to the future (:
let me just briefly update what had been happening for the past few days. #4th - went to school in the morning for art lesson. meet up with yoke hoon & munyin @ the office & went up together. elsie & co was there too (: slacked @ there for quite some time before we start our works. hahas ! didn't really have the mood to paint. liying help me do some toning for my art. thanks girl :D stayed in school till 3plus as i suddenly received a call from him & i have to rush home. sorry to make you guys so rush =X meet him @ the bus-stop & walked back home. nobody @ home & he left his phone @ my place & off to meet his friend. @ about 5plus, he called me & want me to go down & meet him but i asked him to come up as my mum wont scold de. & so, he came up to my place. hees xD my whole family went over to granny's hse except me. i stayed @ home with him & we cooked maggie mee for dinner. hahas ! he stayed till about 10plus & i accompany him to the bus-stop. we had quite some fun today (:
#5th - didn't went to granny's hse in the morning as i'm having lesson @ 1pm. he came over to my place @ around 9plus. cooked maggie mee again. hahas. had been eating maggie mee for the past few days. feel so bad as keeps asking him to eat maggie me ): continued watching the show. hees ! at about 11plus, yoke hoon called me but i didn't pick up as i'm bathing. then she msg me saying that the lesson had been push forward as Ms Ho is not feeling well. so i quickly rushed to school as fast as possible. he was late to meet him friend. sorry ! finally i reached the school then Ms Ho called me as she thought i still @ home. LOLs ! hmmm ` slacked @ there for quite some time as i don't know what to draw =X then Ms Ho asked me to continue with my painting first. she helped me do some touch-ups. thanks xD yoke hoon & munyin went opposite to buy some stuffs. stayed in school till 4plus & home sweet home. day was pretty good (:
#6th - didn't went to school as no lesson. he came over to my place @ about 9am. was pretty early as my parents leave house quite early today. no longer maggie mee for breakfast le. hees :D cooked instant porridge for him & myself. hmmm ` 1st time cooking & it's not bad. happy xD continued watching the show & gonna finish watching soon. weets ~ didn't really have much things to do @ my place. after eating, he told me that he's feeling more hungry than before. oh man, then i go take the 'wan wan' for him to eat. hehes xD hmmm ` now he feeling slightly abit full le. watched the show till half-way, i fall asleep =X pause the show for awhile, went to cook maggie for lunch & continued with the show. as for dinner, went down to buy 'hor fun' & fried rice (: at about 9plus, bro came back & played cards together. then he asked me go help him cook maggie & so i go (: thanks for his help, he also got help me to cook. he stayed @ my place till 10plus & i accompany him to the bus-stop. day was pretty good. enjoy ^^
Monday, September 03, 2007 ' 9:02 AM Y
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HUISHAN MARMIIE ♥
today, my mood is swinging up & down. not feeling that ok but i try my very best to be alright. i might appear to be putting a smile in front of you but truly, i'm NOT ok at all. hais ! i should forget about all the things which happen today & make myself happier. but frankly speaking, don't know which 'fucker idiot' go delete my acct. when i get to know this in the morning, i was like thinking:" WTF! who's that 'fucker idiot' go cancel my acct? " hais ! anyway, there's no way i could find out who do it & never will i get it back le. just forget about it nors ):
hmmm ` let me talk about what had been happening for the past few days ! #30th - he came over to my place in the afternoon. he slept @ my bed for awhile as he's tired. hmmm ` i should take his photo & show it to you guys. LOLs ! if he gonna see this, he sure gonna kill me de =P after he had woke up, watched '转角遇到爱 ' together. the show is really so touching & everytime i watched, my eyes sure have tears in my eyes. slacked awhile @ my place & leave my house @ about 7plus & went to S-11 to have dinner. have noodles for dinner & he order fried rice (: after our dinner, went to mac to buy macflurry. weets ~ yummy ! i love eating macflurry :D after buying, he accompany me to walk back to my house & stayed @ my place for awhile & he left my place @ 9plus. accompany him to the bus-stop & received a call from him when i'm walking back home. so sweet of him to pei me chat till i reached home (: i enjoy the day today !
#31st - today we're having Teacher's Day Celebration in school. the programme was pretty nice (: we had quite some fun in school & everyone seems to enjoy. the celebration ends @ 10plus & we took bus to amk central to have breakfast. elsie did not go with us as she's tired. me, wan ling, munyin & yoke hoon went to mac. after eating, we went over to amk hub to walked but there's nothing to walk =X departed from them & walked back home. continue with '转角遇到爱 '. going finish watching le. weets xD while watching, received a msg from him & he say if he's bored, he will come over to my place. he came over to my place @ about 3plus & continue watching the show with him. at about 4plus, he went to meet his friend & came back @ about 6plus. suppose to cook maggie mee but due to the water, i dare not use it as i scare not clean. so went down to buy foods for dinner as both of us are feeling hungry (x watched till half-way, received a call from bro saying that he got some pro @ town. suppose to go down but xiao yi asked me not to go. so she asked kor kor to go fetch them. he came back home @ 8plus then we played cards & chess together. was thinking of how to win bro as he says that if i win him in chess, i can get 5 tops for free. oh man, but i lose in the end cause i didn't even know how to play =X he stayed @ my place till 10plus then i told mum that i accompany him to the bus-stop. wanted to asked dad to drive him home but he refused. anyway, the day is good (:
#1st Sept - went to parkway parade to order brenda's cake as she's having birthday celebration next saturday @ East Coast Park. looking forward for her birthday, it's gonna be fun (: after ordering, went to foodcourt to find seats as we wanted to have dinner there but due to no seats @ there, we went opposite to the market to have dinner. the place was quite hot & the foods is not really that nice but we're): finished eating @ about 9pm & went over to parkway parade shopping mall to shop for sis's clothes & shoes. in the end, she just bought a pink cardigan as nothing else caught her eyes. went back home @ about 10+, pretty tired & i fall asleep in the car =X waited awhile for my parents to come back as they took my uncle's car home. quickly go wash up & off to bed. i hardly have any energy to get up from my bed. LOLs ! hmmm ` received a call from him & chatted with him till 1+. off to bed @ about 1.30am. bye peeps :D
P.S: won't be blogging for a time being as prelims had just started & O's is drawing near, so need to study for it. anything just get me on my mobile (: shall meet up with you guys after my exams. loves & misses ♥
' 9:00 AM Y
Until there was you I walked the earth alone No hand to hold in mine My heart was all my own
Until there was you True love was just a dream Dreams of wonder and tears Dreams of hope and fears
Until there was you My life had no direction A road of uncertainty But now we have a journey Together you and me
So I thank my lucky stars And God from the heavens above For my heart and soul could never Feel the impact of true love Until there was you . . .
ღ JOLENE LEE ღ
19 June'9o Baby B is my FAVOURITE LOVE ; PERFECT TEN ♥ E-mail
♥ MR PERFECT TEN
Your smile is like the sunshine warming my day.
Your the first and last thing that makes me feel this way.
Your hugs started as a pat on my back, but now I can feel that they’re more then that.
Time will keep ticking, and we will grow old, but your hand in mine will never get cold.
Our love is more then affection.
Our love has the lords protection.
Your love is so strong and bright
it leaves me with a smile when i fall asleep at night,
when im dreaming hours seem as minutes
because i cherish every moment with you in it,
Waking up to your voice “good morning”
sends my heart and soul high a soaring,
love is said to last only till death
but our love will prove stronger than our final breath,
what i am saying is i love you for heavens sake
and when we die our love begins again at heavens gate
