having combined humanities (Geography Paper 2) & chemistry paper 3 today. geography papers was not so difficult except the map-reading but as for the chemistry papers, it was damn freaking difficult can ?! cause me to have so many question marks on my head. ARGH ! it's really damn freaking hard ! but frankly speaking, I don't really like chemistry but for the sake of O's, I die die also must study for it. jiayou ! last paper end @ 11.30am & all of us heading back home. me, yokehoon, wanling & munyin walked together to the bus-stop. yokehoon went to find her mum & WL & MY heading to the post office as WL wanna post some stuffs. &me, heading back home. weets ~ feeling quite tired but gotta study for tomorrow's papers, which is POA Paper 2. hmmm ` if I really study, think i will pass bahs. hees :D good luck to everyone for tomorrow's papers. oh ya, tomorrow is yokehoon's b'day. still thinking of what to buy for her, think gonna get her something which she can use for graduation night or her favourite ?!
#10th - early in the morning, mood was freaking bad. don't know what really got into me. hais ! went to school as we're having maths P1 & art paper. i was totally silent when the moment i reached school. don't really feel like talking. just then, elsie try talking to me & asked if i'm alright. i just smiled @ her (: &kamini talked to me & asked me what had happened. i'm thinking of should i just keep it to myself or tell her what had happened. i know that it's bad to keep things to yourself & should find someone to talks to. but i'm really CONFUSED & STRESSED ! but still, i told her what exactly had happened & she told me not to think so much & i should try to forget. thanks for the piece of advice. i also wish to forget but things ain't going the way i want it to be. everythings just happen too sudden & i'm totally unprepared for it. i find it's too difficult to accept it right now. why everytime when things is going smoothly & all of a sudden, things change just like that ? i don't want this to happen, i had tried my best to make everythings stays but ... i want to forget but i just can't stop thinking about all the beautiful memories & times that we shared ): maybe i shouldn't have know you & things won't be like this. but i'm glad that i know you & you makes my life filled with laughters & joys. whenever you're around, i feel so secure & there's always a smile on my face. i enjoyed the times when you're beside me. i want this to stays but is it possible ? maybe everythings just stays for awhile & when it's time, it will be gone. but thanks for the lil' memories & happy times that you had given me. i'll always keep it deep in my heart. no matter what happen, i will try my best to stay strong & carry on with my life. i promise to study hard & strive all the best for O's :D
ღ JOLENE LEE ღ
19 June'9o Baby B is my FAVOURITE LOVE ; PERFECT TEN ♥ E-mail
♥ MR PERFECT TEN
Your smile is like the sunshine warming my day.
Your the first and last thing that makes me feel this way.
Your hugs started as a pat on my back, but now I can feel that they’re more then that.
Time will keep ticking, and we will grow old, but your hand in mine will never get cold.
Our love is more then affection.
Our love has the lords protection.
Your love is so strong and bright
it leaves me with a smile when i fall asleep at night,
when im dreaming hours seem as minutes
because i cherish every moment with you in it,
Waking up to your voice “good morning”
sends my heart and soul high a soaring,
love is said to last only till death
but our love will prove stronger than our final breath,
what i am saying is i love you for heavens sake
and when we die our love begins again at heavens gate
